From zero to hero

What a crazy couple of days. I now know that the only way to truly learn is to make tons of mistakes, but the key is just to be able to recover from them well. I've gone from the ultimate self-loathing about my ability to execute a simple task to supreme confindence in my ability to move an entire continent over two inches. It is funny how you can feel suffocated by bs and red tape but the moment you get through it all it feels like this ultimate victory, a little bit of a high results. Feeling so much better, but I still think this job is going to give me an ulcer.